hey peeps alot hppn lately..
firstly i think im in love wif some1 n i think he noes tat i like to look at him..
gosh..
tat guy is Mr Rapper..
okeh get this straight ppl.. no more Mr Red n no more Mr Paparazi..
seriously i totally hate th feeling tat i like some1..
i kills me.. i can actually turn abit crazy..
i cant stop looking at him since last yr whn he joined in Clementi..
i love his stlye.. ive heard him rap it was smooth..
i wanted to be 1 of his friend but i guess i cant..
i cant talk to guys.. i get bored wif thm easily unless he is like baby J n Bro L..
Baby J - i think i likes him too.. but th thing is he is too friendly to th girls..
its not a bad thing.. i cant forget the que he asked me th other day..
"Do you think im gay?".. gosh wat a ques.. u totally freak me out whn u ask me tat..
i wanted to ask him back.. "have u ever kiss a guy?" haha.. weird sia nie bdk..
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anyway did e-claire today..
horrible.. shall nvr ask help from my friend again.. tkleh harap tul..
kau buat aku gytuk.. aku matikn kau pelan2 sia..
think b4 u do.. jgn tengok org tkde mate..
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10 feb - demo tyme..
ma'am was teaching bout e-claire..
n i was really into it since i love it darm like fish..
was standing behind oven.. YC was standing behind me..
I was admiring th melted chocolate n YC was disturbing me..
asking me to touch oven.. i was so farked up i told her someth thn i walk off..
stand behind another clssmate n saw YC walking behind me n i told her
"seriously u irritate me too much already" i looked away thn i looked back at her
n i saw her cryin.. every1 was like askin wat hppn..
in my heart i was asking myself "Y is she cryin? im th 1 surpose to cry not her"
so i went to her.. n apologies.. thn i asked myself again " y am i th 1 saying sori to her?"
im th victim here nt her.. gosh harap jek bdn besar tapi gembeng..
im so farked up..
lots more but lazy n tired to write..
till nex wk.. chiou