its 0030hrs now.. just reached home..
i have no mood n im hungry..
i just dun have th heart to get off my bed n grab someth 2 eat..
just finished breaking down..
tryin to make myself useful but failed..
sha told me to find a job.. but the thing is i cant put my whole heart to a job..
tried it but failed twice.. mcm mane nie..
kalu i dun get wat i wan im so goin to hate watever im doing n having..
rungsing dong fikirin ini semua..
im stuck!! im lost!! i dun noe wat to do in my life!!
taking another Nitec cert next year..
Culinery - 2yrs
H.Nitec - 2yrs
Diploma - 3 yrs
woah 7 more yrs in sch.. by th tyme im 24 baru habis skola if i continue diploma..
wanted to go wdland just now to look at the beg..
tapi i woke up at 4pm n at tat tyme it was raining..
tx ehk.. so went cp meet my old friend n off to starbuck to buy my greenTea cream wif java..
walked ard like a mad dog.. makin noise.. letting everyth out.. hurts really hurt..
went to best? n saw the cheapest camera.. only $699..
woah if just i had worked hard enuff.. i could have gotten tat camere by now..
i just need 3oo more.. mcm mane ehk?
tkkn sampai tknk mkn..
nk tong2 ngn amy ngn yayah tapi..
now who is kind enuff to give me $2oo or at least buy it for my gift..
ill really2 treasure tat person sia..
hmm.. kalu i get it be4 kak gies weddings pun cantik.. tapi too bad i wont attend it..
like i said i have no mood for any of this..
bring me bak my life..